exhausted

im tired of people making me feel worthless.

my whole life...... i have let too many people make me feel like dirt.

i have let too many people, hurt me too many times....and have taken it too to heart.... (i know that is not really grammatically correct) but u get what im saying

its exhausting.

im too good for this.

you know? they are not good enough for me. they do not deserve me....... to have me thinking about them, worrying for them, praying for them, planning my life around them....... listening to their struggles.... sharing in their joys

its exhausting.

i am exhausted.

even more than that...... im done.